After eight years is it worth trying to explain the need for feeling love; for wanting to spend time as a family. As I explained it to him, I realize that it's useless. Again I feel the anger and rage start to get the best of me. He has nothing to say like always he sits there watching TV ignoring me. How can I compete with whatever is consuming his time, all I have is a piece of paper saying the date of marriage which means nothing anymore. I don't have his love or time.
For the past two years I have let the loneliness of my marriage get the best of me. I have fallen into the pit of this depression and desperately looking to get out of it. I wonder, if saying good-bye to my marriage is the only way out.